Broken Promises
I’ve always believed that I’ve had this problem of lack of discipline, or should I say lack of resolve. The result - broken promises to myself. I’ve lost count of the number of promises I’ve made to myself - and most of them have met the same fate - they’ve been broken. The most common and frequent one has been the promise to maintain a healthy diet and exercise regimen. Fruit-laden, low carb diets don’t last for more than a month and sincere, regular workouts don’t last for more than 20 days.
It doesn’t stop at this. My lack of resolve surfaces in a lot more ways - half-hearted attempts at continuing sketching, half-finished books and (staying in context) irregular updates to my blog. So much so, that I still have 2 incomplete drafts in this wordpress blog - waiting for attention from me.
The irony of the matter is that I seem to be completely the opposite at work - I’m quite focussed on anything I’m doing at work until I complete it. I find myself unable to multitask a lot at work - which is good, because it means I can focus all my energies to the task at hand.
This again brings me to the same question - if I am capable of focusing, then why am I unable to exhibit the same degree of resolve to non-work related activities that I bring to work-related ones? I’m sure its not the question of enjoying what I’m doing coz I definitely enjoy sketching, blogging and exercising more than writing code. Is it a case of priorities then? Or is it my conscience that prods me into commitment for my work because I get paid for it? Or is it a case of pure laziness? (My husband would vouch for the last one :D)
One thing is for sure - none of the “time management” or “prioritize your activities” or “seven habits” trainings or books ever help when you need these simple answers. Each person is on his/her own to look for such answers.
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